Thursday, May 31, 2007

Stillness

Picture this:

A drop of water: perfectly round, floating quietly in the middle of your being.

now imagine:

A pool of water: in the shape of your soul, rippled by the activities of life.


Right now my life is a bit of a contradiction (well life is always that). Of so many chaotic things happening at once and being on one level so boned tired, to the core tired, ready to scream.

The contradiction is: coming into this extreme feeling of peace, the completeness of my shape simply being a drop of water... and I am falling into a larger pool

to swim into
myself?

Which is strange since I am usually myself... not always, but usually.

In my life, I am at a similar point as when in silent sitting meditation the body is afire from being still too long, so both the body and mind have teamed up to trick you into moving. But with just a little patience and acceptance it's possible to follow the stillness to go deeper into your practice and life.

I have been able to perform waking meditation for most of my life where the actual act of living and motion is my meditation. As anyone who knows me and my writings, Acceptance is the key to allowing a successful waking meditation practice.

The bone tired and other feelings of anxiety are simply distractions as the stillness expands within my heart and moving meditation practice. It's the easier path to be busy and do other things rather than to go deeper into yourself. So your mind and life try to trick you into being busy... at the precise point when you just need to work a little bit harder at letting go and relaxing into your own self.
To become more by being less.

The retreat I went on last weekend was helpful in collecting thoughts and feelings together. I am going to be a bit scarce for a bit while fulfilling the stillness.

Peace

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

Back in the here and now

I have been away the past week in retreat to catch a breath and have a chance to ponder.

I will write up more in a day or so, it was quite nice :)

Peace

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

To be a Master

... is being truly yourself :)


enough of the wisdom

time to go out and play.

Peace

A Flower

~*

This represents the long lost secrets to my ASCII art career. Am I the only one who was bothered by ASCII art representations of Snoopy???

More seriously, I just wanted a non serious post to share something simple, and hence

the flower

*~

peace

Depression

For several years my partner Julie has worked towards a goal and now the goal is gone.

Leaving her depressed.

Depression isn't a bad thing, but people consider it so.

Depression, a lessening of self, a negative time as the possibilities of life seem to dissipate.

Depression: A rip tide of the soul. Swim against it: to only struggle, getting worn down, and then being left further out to sea. To Swim with it means: whoa... getting slammed into deeper waters faster to drown.
Or you can swim sideways to the depression to arrive at calmer waters.

So the question becomes: How do you swim sideways to Depression?

A Taoist answer
  • Don't dive into it
  • Don't resist it
  • Relax
  • Follow whimsy
  • Somewhere along the way, begin to explore again.
Since depression is a negative cycle, many answers seemingly slip out and away, as the empty space drains out rapidly.

If a bowl breaks it's impossible to grasp the water pouring out. It's possible to 1) catch it in a new bowl if you are fortunate enough to have a slow leak -OR- 2) let it pour out to make a new bowl later to refill -OR- 3) Let the bowl break leaving it behind and with time discover a totally new way to hold onto water.

Hmmm, So really, it's all about time, isn't it? Having time to move on and fill in the empty space.

So the answer to depression is simply: be wise enough to give yourself time to be yourself.

In time with time rediscovering... yourself.

In an age of instant answers, it's not surprising that people get more depressed, when no answers to how to get out of depression can be answered instantly. Rather the soul requires time to rebuild into something new, to find new direction towards something greater again.

Patience and love to you and anyone you know working through such times.
Patience is the greatest gift in these times.


Peace

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

10,000 stones

The following blog entry had me in tears.

A comment that caught my attention was:

"A prominent YouTube "celebrity", Blunty3000, wrote "...tell me exactly WHY do we need to SEE it happen? "

We need to see it: since otherwise it means avoiding aspects of your own personal nature that you don't want to accept.

We are human... and that includes the darkness as much as the light. To be unable to view human nature in action, to hide it away... conversely means hiding parts of your own soul. This hinders personal peace and acceptance by allowing personal faults to remain hidden and internal.

If we are to make a difference: it's by being open enough to accept the bad even when seen in the reflection of others, to then reach out and up to make a difference.


Are you willing to put your own stones down first?


Peace

Monday, May 14, 2007

10,000 stories

Having written ten thousand stories of love

I can say: each day is of love, to grow and reach out.


Having tasted countless tears
I can say: dive in to swim deeply


Having embraced the sun
I will say to live is to burn...brightly to be alive


Peace is to touch acceptance.
Grace is to move within acceptance


So much to say, yet the movements of life need no words to express truly.

Peace

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

Personal News

In personal news.

Sold the house last night. So now the summer is ahead, that's kewl. It will be fun to spend one last summer in Olympia.

Then in September to be back into the wind... it's been too long on the ground, folded in wings will need to reach and strain against the air's edges. To lift up and out. I close my eyes and feel it so.

In the now

I have in my hand a small collection of dots... points... ideas of possibility

  • The summer vacation with the boys
  • Embracing again September's changing nature
  • A Haggling Garage sale in two weeks (Olympia will not know what hit it)
  • Last day of a Job (as of may 31st ...)
  • Last day of a Year long Yoga series
  • One minor cleaning chore
  • A clean up pass of A Personal Tao and Web Site, To let it stand and grow on it's own. It's a mature enough guide for others wanting to discover grace: provided a person desires completion from self acceptance. Not something many want in a consumer style culture, but hey it's a great option for some. :)
  • A set of three deeds to complete as thanks
  • To exploring grace as movement of life.
I have no predefined path, no expectation of destination. Instead summer will be a time to complete some dots. Those dots are merely standing stones of a framework, for others, to give those I love some perspective. Some points are just me being me. Overall: It's like one of those connect the dot games people play as a child to complete the picture.

And the picture is Not defined in: "a shape of Casey", no it's defined in the grace of movement, the acts of change... which are edges of a smile, of others grinning, as I move on by gracefully and onward...

That's the mistake many people make when chasing money, materials, possession, practices... filling in body and soul with all those things, thinking it defines and creates them... when it's the exact opposite:
It's the passing on, onward and ever upward which define and make life graceful.

Dance in and with your life :) I hope you have peace in your day.

me

Friday, May 04, 2007

Acceptance and 09 F9 11 02 9D 74 E3 5B D8 41 56 C5 63 56 88 C0

By now I suspect some readers are asking the following questions:

So how does 09 F9 11 02 9D 74 E3 5B D8 41 56 C5 63 56 88 C0 tie into Taoism, a change of culture and why does it represent a turning point?


The technical details about : 09 F9 11 02 9D 74 E3 5B D8 41 56 C5 63 56 88 C0 are actually very unimportant. What is important: is the way people handled the situation and decided to fight against unfair corporate policies.

It's the undercurrent in the change of how people accept what is happening around them. Instead of accepting a draconian policy, people are standing up and saying enough is enough, let people be and share information.

You can see this in several other areas right now. For example: in United States politics: Mike Gravel is standing up to the politics... His stance is very similar...He is showing people how stupid the current politicians are and calling them on bullshit, while laughing at them ;)...

The winds of culture are changing and the breaking waves of backlash are beginning to simmer up and forth.

Now this isn't earth shattering, it represents a change in the social weather. The United States is at a point where two different social weather fronts are colliding and moving about each other. It's going to shove back and forth for a while to come.

So these two events: Mike Gravel spiking the political scene, and 09 F9 11 02 9D 74 E3 5B D8 41 56 C5 63 56 88 C0 smashing across the technical pages... are merely fore warnings of discontent from people beginning to speak up and out: successfully.

This discontent has been around for a while now, people have been fighting this for years already. No what makes these events important is how the they are displayed to the public and are actually helping to polarize the public into a higher level of action.

So how does this all relate to Taoism?

Simply by the fact the people are accepting that the larger social set up doesn't represent them, and so they are standing up and changing the rules by simply being themselves, and doing what they feel is right, over doing what others tell them to do... It's really that simple. This is a very Taoist stance to take.

It's like the man standing in front of the tank in China in the early 90's. That man accepted his own power to be greater than a tank. He was so fed up he stood up to an entire nation and tank...and won if only for a brief moment as the weather fronts in China shifted about. Yet the storm in China is still brewing. Hence why the Chinese government just began to embrace Taoism again now... to help stem a larger storm about to break inside the country. (Of course China will attempt to re-brand Taoism as a uniquely Chinese tradition to polarize it's own people along "traditional values"... which will fail since the party doesn't realize... Taoism isn't a human construct to control politically, it's a ever evolving set of practices that comes out of the actions of each person. As a result Taoism is a very modern practice which actually will undercut any political party that tries to control it)

Just as the man standing in front of a tank was a defining moment, a point in time when you can see social weather fronts colliding. If you look about right now you will see similar signs of cultural fronts in western culture.

This isn't something that will lead to revolution today or tomorrow. No these are signs pre-dating major change 20 years from now, in other words: warning signs of a pending social revolution \ evolution and how it will be based around freedom of information...

Exciting times actually and it's the first really positive piece of news I have seen for a while in my trend analysis.

Peace

PS

A Google search on 09 F9 11 02 9D 74 E3 5B D8 41 56 C5 63 56 88 C0, now returns 1,200,000 return entries.

Thursday, May 03, 2007

Amazing: 09 F9 11 02 9D 74 E3 5B D8 41 56 C5 63 56 88 C0

I watch patterns, memes and society and I consider the following to be pretty incredible.

An ad called (a spoofed version of the original ad but still awesome)

Think before you post (hd dvd key version)

Has been created upon the heels of the whole 09 F9 11 02 9D 74 E3 5B D8 41 56 C5 63 56 88 C0 movement.

Now memes can spread fast. However, the whole 09 F9 11 02 9D 74 E3 5B D8 41 56 C5 63 56 88 C0 meme is a very technical meme. I mean if you think about it, this is something that only geeks and very technically minded users who will be able to use the information with the 09 F9 11 02 9D 74 E3 5B D8 41 56 C5 63 56 88 C0 code to copy DVD's. It's not something most grandmothers would be hip to for instance.

Yet because of the wrongly handled copyright issues by the US government and excessive greed by record and movie labels, music copying, the harshness of the RIAA (voted the most hated corporation in the world as a side note) and other corporate irresponsibility. This number is becoming a symbol for freedom of information.

While the number itself may not catch the general public's attention. I mean: 09 F9 11 02 9D 74 E3 5B D8 41 56 C5 63 56 88 C0, isn't something you can say in casual conversation and it doesn't make a good jingle... Yet I would still mark this as a point where modern culture has just crossed a turning point, if I judge the meme's correctly.

Peace



PS

A Google search on 09 F9 11 02 9D 74 E3 5B D8 41 56 C5 63 56 88 C0, now returns 900,000 return entries.

and the meme spreads :)

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

digitial revolution and tattoos

Hmm this might become a popular tattoo:

o9 F9 11 o2 9D 74 E3 5B D8 41 56 C5 63 56 88 Co

It would be best done on the ass, so if DMCA comes down hard on you

you can just moon them.

Just an idea.

Now before you go running off screaming that I released the secrets of the most important number known to man (other than 42) This isn't the cracking code number listed above since I happen to safely protect the DMCA's most secret secret with the letter "O" rather than the proper number. I mean I take this very seriously as a programmer. Take down notices have been flying all over the internet to get this number removed from web pages. So lets be clear, I am a responsible Taoist programmer and... This post is about tattoo ideas and how to use my first amendment rights to express how I feel copyright law has been hijacked by the large corporations.

Now why is this number so important. Well it's the so-called "Processing Key" that unlocks the heart of every HD-DVD disk to date. So electronically this is the one ring, the true band of power forged in ...

Now if you were to Google the proper words you would find only 300,000+ references to this number. I suppose the secret isn't so secret.

However, for fun check out the storm over at Digg

This is just a simple example post from Digg. But many like it have been removed, and as fast as they are removed new ones are appearing to keep it alive.

For some commentary check this out.



Peace

A word to summerize our times:

Wotever...


I used to say this to piss off Erica... Actually it works to piss off any girlfriend. Ah fond memories do flood back... More seriously, as I look about, I just shrug my shoulders and say "Wotever"

Life is too beautiful and wonderful to let outside stupidness screw me up.

I am living, growing, helping out and in each moment... doing what matters. When in a position to make a difference I will reach out and do so, all else earns a shrug and just a...

Wotever
...

Taoism is always peaceful, it's just sometimes you have to pass the bullshit back out onto the world. So just now I was feeling the weight of some bullshit pile on me and I smiled, SMILED and just let it all roll off upon just saying:

Wotever...
I met a girl who sang the blues
And I asked her for some happy news
But she just smiled and turned away...

It doesn't mean something doesn't bother me, it means not letting it have power over me. So instead it becomes a time to smile, turn and move on with your blues.

And thats the secret to why Wotever pisses people off: since when someone says it truly:
It means no one else has power over them to make a difference. It's all about power...


So ends today's flow of the mind what's on my mind rant.

Peace