So what is this all about?
Different and all the same. Which side of the coin are you on today?
A Personal Tao is different enough that it will be hard to find a publisher. Publishers want a product which will sell. The mass market never wants to risk something new, it desires to follow safe and pre-defined trends. I have only submitted the book to two publishers. One publisher has sent me this feedback after I asked their opinion:
I recall the book being very unique and rather nonlinear in its narrative construction. From an aesthetic perspective, it was beautiful. Filled with solid wisdom. From a for-profit publisher’s perspective, it would not fit into either the square nor the round hole of trade publishing, so you may have a hard time finding a traditional publisher to publish it in its current incarnation.
Heh! A Personal Tao is most assuredly not about trends or following the leader, it’s about following yourself.
Some days I do get frustrated and throw my hands up and say I am dropping it all. Throw everything into the fire and just meander, oh how I love to meander. I mean seriously why bother with the book and everything I am writing? I give the book and work away for free, as it isn’t about the money and money is all about power, and power is just a
“wot-ever”. Real power is just being myself.
Also: I know in the end we don’t save the world. So I am not writing for some larger noble purpose. It might have started that way, years ago, with a desire to help make the world a better place. I wouldn’t mind helping to make the world nicer, but I already do that just by being kind and living as myself…
The world is the world, and will turn and tumble about thru space without my assistance thank you.
It’s so much easier to just not write and craft and interact. Also as my meditation practice is going ever deeper, I have less and less desire to really interact, and I already was a hermit.
So in all seriousness this is actually a mirror. I have always used this Blog as place to talk with myself, and the book as a deep reflecting pool.
We as humans so love to lie to ourselves: in thoughts, in whimsy, in day dreams. So instead, I just have learned to write aloud my actions and reflections as a way to not lie to myself.
Ever do yoga? When you do a pose, you feel like your are a certain way, but in reality you are doing something different. It’s the same for our spiritual practice. We might think we are doing well , but in our actions we are not what we think we are.
I write and I continue talk to others and until I die, I will polish and add and tweak A Personal Tao… Simply because:
It helps me connect and see the world not as I feel it, but as I actually live it.
And some day who knows which of my paths I will embrace in this expression of life, so many options are available to… Until then and even after then I will follow the heart and refine, define and keep getting better at the practice and the crafting of words. Very much a tidal process back and forth.
In time
A Personal Tao will be published by a larger print house, what’s a few years here or there in journey.
Peace
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